I feel like a bomb waiting to explode at home.

my heart feels like it’s going to give way any time.

talk about abuse and self-esteem degradation.

she never encourages, never comforts, never apologizes. all she does is kill me with her words. all over again. and again and again and again.

I wish for once she’d just be contented with me, as I am. and not try to make me who she wants me to be.

I wish for once she’d just say something nice about me. say something nice to me. and not degrade me for being me.

I wish for once she’d just stop and listen to us.

I wish for once she’d stop making me cry.

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