I hate you so much you know. so so so so so so so so much. 

but the fact is I don’t think I should continue on like that. 

I’m beginning to wonder if I really made the right choice to come here. I think I did, but I’m really not sure if this is really working out. 

the feelings I have towards everything. geez. 

I mean, yeah I make an effort and stuff, but it feels like there’s no one really on the receiving end. 

a little pro-activity never hurts you know? so why is it that when I send out an email asking for replies to a group, only one person replies? and the fact that when I ask for answers I get either lies or none at all? 

this sucks. :( 

but push on I will! 

and :O! 

I think I discovered something I think I shouldn’t know?! 

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