to be honest, assuming the world doesn’t end in 2012, I see myself studying overseas after completing my time at school now. 

not that I don’t love Singapore or that I hate my friends or that I’m dissatisfied with my social life. I am very much happy with my current social life. 

but somethings that happen at home are just exactly what pushes me to want to study overseas more than ever. somethings just get too much to handle after handling and wrestling and pretending it was never there for the past 17, going to be 18, years. 

it gets so annoying and so suffocating, I might just hang myself anytime. or end up being the one to rip everything apart. 

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