it's painful when you see something you thought would do well crumble to pieces. it's painful when you see people change. it's painful when politics rule the earth. it's painful when everything just doesn't seem right. it's painful when fear grips your heart all the time. it's painful when what is supposed to be a safe haven from all harm turns into something you fear the most. it's painful when your loved ones don't approve of something you do. it's painful when your loved ones don't seem to care for you. it's painful when no one seems to care. it's painful when nobody appears to want you.

it's been a really rough week. and it's not even over. my heart's taken so many hits I can't count. and everything's hurting so bad.

I haven't cried in a long long time. maybe it's time to let things out again? just for this once.

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