I wept at 4AM. not for anyone else, but for myself and my own stupidity.

 

so, fuck you.

and you, and you, and you.

for making me feel this way about where I am, what I am, who I am.

 

and thank you.

and you, and you, and you.

for asking, questioning, trying, fixing, assuring, pushing, pulling, and picking me up again. I was blinded, I was broken and I am sorry. for thinking, acting and not seeing what was in front of me.

I will try DO my best to get out of this ditch. I promise.

 

thank you.

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