I made a painful decision today. a painful one for me.

I didn't want to, but I had to do it. I just had to.

 

I couldn't afford letting it pull me down any longer. I'm tired and weary and I'm falling asleep everywhere possible these days. it gets really... so frustrating.

frustration.

 

my head hurt so badly today. I so badly wanted to talk to someone about it. but there wasn't anyone around I could talk to, alone, without anyone else being around.

my head hurt so badly I wanted to scream aloud, I wanted to just fall asleep on the spot and never wake up again.

and it was just bugging me so badly. so so badly. everything was.

 

and invisible girl in a cruel cruel world. 

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